I still have fallen short as to how i have failed to recognize. It seems so ovious that he is not intrested in me. But for some reason, Some reason deep within, I keep crawling back in beg. He pulls at my heart strings. He laughs in my face. But i still feel a deep need for his tender soft touch. His voice in my ear threw the phone at night. I need him. But he doesn't want me. But still, I fail to recognize.