OMG IT WAS AMAZING!!!!!! Okay, now that the little preppy part of me had it's turn to speak. My day was so awesome. I talked to Sarah on the phone for like an hour and most of the time we weren't even talking. I asked her if she wanted to go see Watchmen with me, since my B-DAy is in 8 days. She was like YES and yah... I'm so happy right now. I don't even know how I'm able to type in coherent sentences. I can't believe it everything is coming up Taylor. Karma decided to stop correcting itself all over my face and give me a break. I don't even know what to say past that. Anyone have any suggestions? Currently Listening to: So Damn Clever - The Plain White T's Earthquake - Family Force Five p)
Wasn't that bad. I played at the state chess tournament and went 0 and 5 . I played terrible, my team ended up in third though. I didn't post a blog yesterday cause I was at Fisher's house. I stole a bunch of his and his little sister Allie's music (She's a freshman). SO now I have lots of new good music to listen to. Yah that was pretty much my day... Not bad except for me being really bad at chess. Currently Listening to: Hands Down - Dashboard Confessional Screaming Infidelities - Dashboard Confessional
It was okay. I had like no sleep last night because i had to finish that project. . Sarah wasn't there again so she hasn't given me an answer yet and I haven't asked her to prom yet either. Same problems over and over and over again. I did get to go to my club today though. SO I saw all my buddies. It was fun so that balanced all the **** that happened. Not Listening to anything right now.
ABSOLUTELY TERRIBLE! 1. My History project decided to not recover after an @$$ force restarted my computer. 7 hours of work down the drain and btw it's due tomorrow! 2. Sarah was sick today, meaning I didn't get an answer. Also meaning I am worried. 3. I have an F in Spanish for no reason! There are no grades in yet I have an F! 4. I missed Lost. 5. I played basketball terribly. Should I go on or can stop? Suffice to say today sucked major @$$.
Hmmmm, today was uneventful. All that really happened was I did a AP US History project. It was kinda fun because we had to make an Academy Awards show and I was the host so I got to make really bad jokes and act like a fool in front of a video camera. I had my short story corrected by my english teacher, whom said it was well written to give her anything else I write so she can read and proofread it. . I'm talking about the one I submitted to this weeks contest btw. I haven't talked to Sarah, in like 2 days. So I haven't actually asked her to prom yet. Which I might just skip or go stag. That way I;m not on a clock to ask her out. All in all, my days haven't good. But they aren't getting worse at least. Which is the only good thing I can say about the last few weeks. Currently Listening To: (3 continuously ) Walk On Water Or Drown - Mayday Parade Practice Makes Perfect - Cute Is What We Aim For My World - Sick Puppies (Yes I am still listening to it)
Was ok. Not great not terrible, there was a tornado warning and I spent like 30 minutes in this basement type thing in our apartment complex. I have come tot he realization that Sarah probably doesn't want to go out with me . Which means that my love life is again in shambles. I went to the mall with my buddy Adam, otherwise known as Smalz, he's like 6'5". We saw his ex-gf which was awkward for me and him, and I gave her the nickname Sunny. I walked into Hot Topic after about 15 minutes of Sunny and Smalz begging me to, a very significant part of me died when I waked into that store. I got home and started thinking about the direction in which my life is going, and I am not very happy with it. So, I am kinda depressed and come to think of it my day wasn't okay, it sucked the @$$. I'm going to listen to some music to cool myself down. Same time same place tomorrow folks. Peace Currently Listening to - My World By: Sick Puppies.
Love is walking around the world just to see them. It’s not sleeping for 4 days because you can’t stop thinking about them. It’s living on 5 dollars a week for food and not caring because you still have them. Love is perfect. Love is having them step on your heart and crush it into dust and still following them around like a sick puppy. It’s calling them 30 times a day even though they don’t answer and you know that they won’t. It’s writing them a poem or song and having them not even look at it and you don’t care. Love is cruel. Love is anything and everything wonderful and great about this world and simultaneously everything wrong and hurtful. It can be your salvation or your damnation. It can bring you back from the darkest pits of yourself and make you happy, or it can send you into that hole and never let you back out. Love is crawling on you hands and knees for miles and miles just to see them smile, or hear them laugh. It’s never letting go even after you both know it’s over. It’s knowing that all you have in the world is each other and that’s all that matters. It’s like watching anyone and everything you’ve ever cared for being burned to the ground. Love is having a void in your heart where they should be whenever they are away from you. It’s lying awake at night wondering if they are thinking about you too. It’s knowing that no mater what you will always be with that person whether they are here or there. It's a feeling of not being able to get the image of that person out of your head. You can't think of anything or anyone else. You want to be with them 24/7. And when you're away from them, you can't wait to get close to them-even if it's just for a second. It’s wanting to know anything and everything about them. It’s never giving up hope that they will one day want you too. Love is forever and ever. It will never die, there will always be love in this world of ours. You can love more than one in your life and you probably will. Don’t let one bad love ruin the rest of the love in your life. Love is complicated, it is beautiful, it is awful, and it is amazing. It is everything. That is the best way I can explain it to all you non-lovers out there. If you ever find yourself in love with someone take my advice never let them go, ever. Be with them for as long as you can, and when you hold them, hold them like it’s the last time you will ever see them. Treat every moment you have with them like it’s the last one of your lives. Never let anyone tell you that you’re wrong about love. When you’re together treat each other well and don’t do anything to break their heart. Be with them whenever possible, embrace the feeling, embrace life; Love.
"Ask me why I keep on loving you when it's clear that you don't feel the same way for me... the problem is that as much as I can't force you to love me, I can't force myself to stop loving you." "I never knew I could feel so much pain, and yet be so in love with the person causing it." "Sometimes you put walls up not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to break them down." 3 quotes, you see above. Only 3 because out of the thousands I found because these spoke to me about this crazy emotion we all call love. Quote #1 talks on a very deep level to me, it explains about everything you need to know about love. You can't force love nor can you stop loving someone. Unless you thought you were in love, true love can't be broken apart. Quote #2 kind of just put emphasis on a underlying theme of the first quote. Even if you want to you can;t stop loving someone. Not if you did truly love them. Quote #3 just shows that if someone loves you, if they truly care. They won't let you say "I don't wanna talk about it" They will pester you until you do, if they truly care. The walls you put around yourself mean nothing to a person who cares about you that deeply, if they love you I mean. So, if we look at all of the quotes messages and put them together. We get a deeper meaning of what love truly is. In my next blog I will tell you more of this crazy emotion named Love.
My day so far is great. I think that the girl I like is going to say yes to going to a movie with me. my grades are great so I wont be grounded. Which means I can go to the Magic the Gathering Tournament tonight at Kypton Comics. All in all today has been great, as long as Mike doesn't make me punch another brick wall I'll be fine.
It sucked. I punched a brick wall and my hand hurts a lot, I finally got a answer from Shailana and it was a no. I can't sleep and I have minor writer's block.