I want to run away inside my mind screams I want to break down the doors holding back my dreams Living like this checking the skies for rain it's a constant reminder of this burden and pain I'm holding onto a shooting star its points cutting my skin this time it's gone too far nothing left to wish on my bloody star fell left me drowning in hopes inside my wishing well not looking for a hero to owe such a debt I could not ask for saving this loss is not a regret I want to run away but there's nothing out there I want to shatter windows looking out to nowhere this is not life if I'm already dead my bleeding heart would stop beating and tears I would no longer shed
doors slam, chains rattle you win the war, you loose the battle ice breaks, dogs bark tires screech, the fire sparks lights blink, the wind blows you fake a grin, the saddness shows the knife cuts, blood falls one last tear completes the call skin rips, rain drops hearts bleed, they'll never stop needles scratch, pain has lasted too long drops of blood echo to the beat of the song the moon hides, the blood drips knowing no other way, the broken heart rips nails on a chalkboard, teeth grind you're all alone, with no one left to find you grab the gun, give the world one last kiss thunder crashes, with no one left to miss cookies crumble, rules bend a lighting flash, the world will end tears fall, you hate goodbyes you can't hold on, so you just die
The sunshine fading, end of day how do I make this feeling go away? My world of rainbows melting fast dripping down the drain at last darkness filling up my mind no relief from agony I find weights from places no one knows weighting my steps, on my toes big, sad tears flow from my eyes falling freely without guise drooping lips no longer smile I've been sad for quite awhile
She goes about her day to day and does her duties to perfection She cries alone and works her way through fears and self rejection No one knows this angel is carrying around such grief If they only saw a glimpse of things they'd sigh in disbelief She seems to be so perfect not one single flaw everyone looks at her with envy if they only knew it all Her heart aches with loneliness and her tears disguised with pride why does she care what they think it is becoming too much for her to hide She is running out of friends to confide in and family is too far away alone and broken, she slits her wrists and slowly fades from wasted days
At night I sit alone and watch the shadows dance around I hold my breath and listen, yet silence is the only sound I reach for some comfort yet feel no embrace I am tired of the emptiness and loneliness of this place I can feel no more hurt because I have learned to live with my pain I often wonder how I survive and continue to stay sane I have hurt so deeply and cried too many tears I have been emlpty and broken for so many years I am tired of pretending that I am fine and all is okay I am tired of hiding behind this mask I wear everday I have drifted so far and can no longer be saved These feelings hold me captive and to them I am enslaved