April Tearfall

Here it is again.
That same dreaded time of life.
The time in which i sit and wonder.
The time in which i sit in site.
Its strange you know.
For me to be in site i mean.
Normally im alone.
All by myself.
In a dream.

Here it is again.
The time where my tears cal fall.
Around my birthday that is.
If its not april.
Its not ok.
The world has its expectations.
And i have mine.
Although it all goes away.
In april.