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No one likes a blogger who writes too much. 'Tis my downfall.

I can write endlessly in places such as these (blogs and whatnot) yet when I must actually write something, (poem/novel/whatever) it takes ages to do so. Yeaurgh.

Well, one good thing? I'm on holidays! Until October 15th! No work except for the Music School on Tuesday night / Wednesday evening. Speaking of such, yesterday one of my piano students didn't show, so I was stuck by myself for the entire time. I did practice one of my pieces though, so that was nice. : ) Supposedly he won't be coming next week either. I never realized how easy it is to notice when someone's practiced or not. And let me tell you- He did NOT practice.

In other news I finally received an e-mail from my supervisor at work. She said she can't "go around hiding behind people reprimanding what they say." Pretty much, it felt like she was saying "I don't give a damn. Shut up and get back to work."

I really don't want to work there the rest of my life. I've been there nine months already... I'm sick of how they tell you to ask them questions, criticize their decisions, but once you do you're either ignored or completely helpless. They don't listen. They don't even give solid full time! The only upside is the two friends I found. I can be my weird glitchy self, and they find it funny.

Anyway, after receiving that e-mail I wrote her back... I said:

"Firstly, I want to thank you for replying.

Secondly, I’d like to clarify what I meant by favoritism- I didn’t mean in this instance, I meant “generally” in the office. Picking out situations or events where favoritism was present, is difficult because when those situations are singled out, they seem meaningless, but combined are very unfair.

While I still believe what *supervisor* did was hypocritical, (because of the fact that, like I said, profanity is ripe in this office- I guarantee you’ll hear something within sixty seconds once you’ve walked out of your office), I hold no gripes. What’s done is done.

All I ask is please keep your eyes and ears open (and I know you have and continue to do so) during the days and weeks ahead.

I see no need to discuss this further.

Thank you,"

It's all very awkward as well, because they (both of the supervisors) sit 30 or so feet from me. Yargh.. But that was my Wednesday.


Anyway, I woke up at 6:30 this morning, why, I have no idea. Food is a good idea though.

Until next time. : )

Shameless plug! Dushechka playing pretty music! (Rather slowly though..)