Brick Walling

Sadness turns to frustration which turns to anger.

I am angrier than I've been in a long time right now.
I feel so...inadequate? As if there's nothing I can ever do to make up my past mistakes.
Like no matter what I do, it'll never be good enough.
This makes me frustrated, because I happen to think it is false.

I very much believe in second chances, but someone else doesn't appear to. If I probe as to a reason why, the only response I can get is a sort of "Well I can't explain it. That's just what I believe."

I can't help but feel that it's something they don't necessarily agree with, but it's something they've been told by a typically reliable source so they feel that it simply must be right.

I'm afraid I can't go into details here.
I haven't the liberty.
But I need to talk to someone about this. Someone.
And I wish this person would seek the counsel of someone else in this matter.