dneirf tseb (has bad words)

Published by emptyoblivious in the blog Infinities end. Views: 100

I wrote the same title once... and it meant a whole lot to me...

Most of the things written there, i now find pointless, meaningless... nothing..



why?

i was young, and had no idea what i was talking about, but i do remember how it felt..



remember when matteo happned? i'm sure a few knows... or a whole lot for all i care. it doesnt matter at all the **** who ever cares...



I knew exaclty what i wanted, and knew exactly what to do... and i did it, knowing the consiquences of my actions...



the day you most likely lost your trust on me... the day i lost my trust on my self...



i knew it... i was gonna lose you...



i was sure of it... and it indeed happned...



that was two years ago, we patched those things up already...



know what the sad part is?

not knowing that your losing someone...



it's hard to lose when you know, but at least you're prepared for it...

but this?



like this?



its.... hear breaking...



it's as if time froze...

and everybody stuck in a nightmare made reality...

dneirf tseb...



the first time i wrote that i didnt want it to get to you..



this time i want it to reach you...



it was a post about you back two years ago...



dneirf tseb was actually in reverse... it's best friend damn it... remember?



no?



i dunno what i'm doing or proving to my self, but i sure am not sure to that of how i should feel or react to all this non-sense...



it's non-sense for me get it?



i dont believe up to until this time that everything that happned this past few days is true...



****.
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