Failure in the past tense

I undermine everything I do
You don’t see what I see
And I’m glad for that

Just buy you a drink
And I’ll make myself look better.
Liquid courage spilling backwards bypassing
Vomit borders
Faster than lightning ill light up your smoke
Colonization of blackened bits of earth
Inside your thin glass lungs
I can’t wait for them to leave
I love seeing their faces amidst anticlimactic circumstances

Your handless arms
Make an impression on me, perfect disability
Breathe in, let the invasion begin again
They’ll never win, I’ve seen this before
Like a summer BJ