hopelessromantic blog 4

waking up and going to sleep are the hardest times for me
that time while you arent doing anything and your mind wanders
any other part of the day i can try to occupy myself with things
but not during these times
its also at these times when i long for you the most
when i'm alone in bed with only my thoughts
all my thoughts have you in them, all my dreams too
filled with longing for something i cant touch
cant hold or kiss or cuddle
i lay here in bed staring at the wall
but in my mind youre here next to me
your fingertips trace my face softly
then my fingertips trace yours
to feel your body warm behind
and your arm around me is what i wish for right now