I cried myself to sleep

I cried myself to sleep last nite ,becuz of sumthing untrue

I cried myself to sleep last nite ,how could i be such a fool

I cried on my pillow and sobbed into the night

It really hit me hard deep down inside

I cried stinging tears burning as they fall

How could this be Im not that person at all

I creid for the mistrust that I would never do

I cried becuz part of me is such a stupid fool

I layed there for hours thoughts running in my head

How could it be true, I was always a true friend

I cried becuz my heart had been stabbed with the truth

I cried becuz my mind realised sum are just plain cruel

Im sickened at the thoughts that stay in my mind

Im sickened that I thought you were 1 of a kind

Im weakened by the powers that i have lost from inside

But mostly im weakened becuz it hurt my pride

Many things left unsaid just vanished away

How could i be so blind Me and my strays

Tomorrow looks briter with a new sun to rise

I will hold the hurt inside until it disappears and dies

(C) Febuart 28,2008