I'm Sorry

By Leaka · May 24, 2009 · ·
  1. I'm sorry for whatever I have done to make you so upset at me.
    I'm sorry for whatever I have said to make you look or even see me in a disgusting way.
    I'm sorry that you cannot understand my point of view.
    I'm sorry I'll never say my point of view.
    But stop making me feel like there will always be a gun behind my back waiting, waiting, and waiting for me to make a mistake and to shoot where I stand.
    Start making it feel more like I have a fair trial, a fair judgment, and fair authority.
    Stop making me feel like I am always the root of every problem.
    Have you ever looked out of the box to see the other side of the situation?
    I'm sorry for saying what I said above.
    I'm sorry that isn't what you want to hear.
    I'm sorry I am being me.
    I'm sorry.
    I will just stop.
    And I will become your drone.
    As long as you insure that I will be safe.
    I'm sorry.
    I'm sorry.
    I'll be the person you want me to be.
    And I'll follow every rule.
    I'm sorry that I have failed your expectations.
    And I will not fail them any more.
    I willingly to live in assimilation from now on.

Comments

  1. Castlesofsand
    I read this and wondered.

    where are you in all this. if you peel enough of yourself away, you become nothing. assimilated is not living, then you are just a glove to put on, discard when dirty.

    life is never easy, but at least it's still living.

    hope some sun comes your way.
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