I look in my mirror and wonder who is looking back. I know his face and even his name, but I wonder who he really is. I have gotten out of touch with with him and he seems so distant. I see the senior within him yet I know him not. I would hope he is happy, but his eyes seem dark and foreboding. I sense his emotions and they to are also dark and foreboding as well. I wonder what makes him happy. If he is like me his emotions are always bothering him with negativism's which is his true side, and he probably wonders about if he could be happy and how would he do that?
These are all negative traits and after his life time what else does he see in the future for his happiness? I suspect he doesn't. I suspect he thinks he would like to just close his eyes and drift off into hopefully heaven, but if he is married like me he cannot even do that. My wife has cancer and is awaiting her results from her last blood test as to either take Chemo for her cancer or not to take Chemo because of her age. He and I will hang in together and see what happens next. Hopefully she will not need Chemo and together he and I shall smile again for the first time in a long while. Writer One
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