It's kinda funny how nothing turns out the way you imagine it...

Every girl imagines that her first kiss will be something special, romantic and...perfect, I guess that's the word I'm looking for.

I had my first kiss a few nights ago, and it was romantic but definitely not perfect and far from being as amazing as we're led to believe in books, magazines and movies.

It was...slimey.

I don't know what else to say. Haha. Kind of gross, really. I mean, people go on about how gross touching something that someone else has licked or spat on, but you're letting someone else do exactly that inside you bloody mouth everytime you kiss them!!!

My opinion on kissing certainly wasn't helped when my best friend decided to share with me a random fact she picked up the very next day: If you get someone else's saliva (I think that's how you spell it) in your mouth it stays in there for three weeks afterwards. How gross is that?!

I don't totally regret giving away my first kiss though. I mean, it was with a special guy and it was the right setting. It just wasn't totally how I expected it to be and I was a bit shocked. Haha. It didn't help that I had absolutely no idea what I was doing! People always say that these things come naturally to us, but I tell you what, I had to concentrate very hard for something that's supposed to come naturally.

Yarnie.