It's so far away, this...'happily ever after'.

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today i crashed. i broke down. i cried. and cried. and cried.

i yelled at my mom. i hurt her.

she hurt me.

i found out my picture perfect family isn't so perfect.

it feels like we are falling apart. there is so much tension. so much pressure.

i'm cracking. i'm dying. i'm failing.

i no longer can do anything right. i'm not good enough for anyone. i don't live up to people's expectations.

i don't even live up to my own.

i'm a pathetic person. i've fallen so far. i'm in so deep.

i'm drowning.
  • becca
  • Writing to Escape
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