Life when you’re alive and life when You’re gone..

Life… what do you think when I say the word life?

Many words can describe Life easily, but do we all know the essence in life??

What we live for? What we seek in life? What is our life meant for? Who created our life?



Is not enough words if we want to seek just what is life really means. But I do know that Life has two parts, life of your own and life of all people.. which one you care more? Life of others or life of your own?



Some say life is too short, while other says that life is an adventure.. it all depends how we see life thoroughly, there’s no right or wrong opinion in this case. Each people may have opinion of their own. Here is my opinion on my life.



I simplify my life as a big drama, where many people played in it, mastering their own character deeply. Just like common drama, my life sometimes so full of happiness but often comes problems with it.

It hasn’t been long since I realize my life is just another part of small chapter in a big drama played, realizing that each people in my life actually know what’s right for them and what’s not, but hey they also got family, so they can’t just rely on the true fact, some of them pretend they know nothing and keep on standing in the shadow area. Well can’t blame them, each human has the right to choose where they should stand, and standing on your family’s side wasn’t a bad option to chose.



Knowing this fact make me become a wiser person, I don’t judge person directly now, I tried to understand things from many sides. Well I started to think this is life when you’re alive, it’s just picking the most important thing for you and ignorance to others.

Well not all people consider that in their life meaning, but that’s what I got by analyzing my surroundings. I do understand it, but I can’t stand if those drama player in my life insult part of my family, sorry to say my parents and brothers are two things most valued by me in my life. I won’t hold my self back if they got insulted.



So My Life when I’m alive is to see my family happy, that’s more than enough. It motivated me so much to become a better person, a person strong enough to defend my family from all bad things that could happen to them.

I feel disgust when I see oThers cry out loud when they loose someone whom they ignore when he was alive. What’s the use to cherish life of those whom no longer live?

They appreciate life when you’re gone more than life when you’re alive?

It’s just so darn ridiculous, can’t stand with how they act and react. Knowing that fact really disgust me.. but I choose to watch them from a distance BUt close enough, just like I’m watching a big drama played and me as one of their loyal audience.