No Good

By J.P.Clyde · Jul 10, 2011 · 480 · 3
  1. I'm tired of feeling like I'm no good. That I have no talent in anything. Been recently playing a game online. And everyone with the money gets to buy the items and everyone who has no money has to start off with cheap armor that is no good.
    I use to be really good at this game too. But I am finding more and more people bring in their Queens and Kings instead of fighting with the pawns and then the knights and then the queens and kings.
    I keep losing to Queens and Kings; sometimes Gods. Might makes right. But it makes me feel like shit. I want to be good at something. But I am no good.
    I have no talent in Halo. I mean sometimes, but not all the time. I have no talent in Pokemon [yes able to admit that I play Pokemon online]. Because I'm faced with being honorable and respectful to my opponents or falling into their same dirty tricks.
    Why am I not good?
    I use to be good at fighter games online. But now everyone cheats. And I'm tired of it. Where did honest gaming go? Where did respect go?

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  1. LaGs
    You must be an extremely avid gamer if you are to let a few online games get you down J.P...it's hardly the most important things in life, is it?

    I've seen you write, particularly that poem you wrote that won the competition recently. You're a good writer. That poem was beautiful, well written. You're hardly devoid of any talent when you can write something like that. I think you're being a bit melodramatic if I'm honest.

    It's just a game after all, and you'll always get sad twats who'll do anything to win when you're playing online. Boring, extreme tactics, cheating, whatever. It's always been around, and it always will be, especially with games. Of that you can be sure of.

    So keep the chin up
    LaGs, Jul 10, 2011
  2. J.P.Clyde

    Its always been for my video games or writing. It inspires my imagination. Also its been part of my escapism. I wasn't having a good day. You don't know how much losing does to ones motivation. Especially loss after loss of something you're good at.
    J.P.Clyde, Jul 10, 2011
  3. mugen shiyo
    :) Never complain about cheating. If everyone is cheating, it's no longer cheating, lol.

    Everyone expects their talent to fit to what other people are doing or what other people like. I wouldn't sweat it. Life's about doing what you have to and what you want to. Hopefully, you get to bridge the two together.

    Oh yeah, I'd stomp you at Halo also :p
    mugen shiyo, Aug 2, 2011
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