Well, the song by The Fray seems appropriate. But yeah, this is not the best of times for me.
The family has been fighting to the point that I am waiting for one of my parents to move out.
Even my best friend and I have been fighting recently, so though I would love to talk to him right now it seems best to back off for a week or two.
I'm submitting various poems to contests, which is always a bit nervewracking - we never know what they'll say. And naturally I'll need signatures for some of the entries (the curse of not being in college yet), so I'll have to remember that when I go back to school in another three days.
Finally there is the major Gold Award (the Girl Scout equivilant of an Eagle Project), which I want to finish but DESPISE working on.
Aside from this there is always the inner worries. Like all teenagers I struggle with an image of myself - some days I feel beautiful inside and out, and other days I only feel one or the other - and on the worst days I just flat out hate myself. On those days I want to do things like write or read, normally so simple - and I simply can't. It's a struggle, put simply. Just one annoying struggle.
Ah, well. Life - what can you do?
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