Procrastinating

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I fear writing. I fear it more than anything else in this world. It's also my biggest dream, the love of my life (unless you count my dear, dear husband), the way I survive this life.

I write all the time. I write blogs. I write diaries. I write at different forums. I write e-mails to my friends. I write fanfiction. I write reviews. I write original fiction...

... which I fear. I can write almost anything without that fear, except Original Fiction, the big bad. It makes me feel small and inadequate.

So I procrastinate. :) But I always go back to it. And I do see the light at the end of the tunnel. But, god, do I fear it.

It kills me. Yet, I go there. Every time. I sit in front of that computer and start doing it. I'm bad at it. My words are awful. I'd rather clean the toilet than sit in front of that screen.

Hah, I do it anyway.
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