What's Wrong With Me

By Leaka · Nov 29, 2008 · 394 · 1
  1. What's wrong with me? I'm not exactly myself lately. I feel like crying or throwing a fit wherever I go.
    I can't seem not to feel like this. I can't seem to find myself.
    I had thought I had known myself, but now another head or mask is coming on me. The mask is the mask of ugliness. Personal and personality ugliness.
    What's wrong with me?
    Why do I feel so dirty? So dirty about myself. I do not feel shame or guilt, but I feel dirty like I have bathed in mud.
    I hate myself, I hate my ugliness. I hate everything.
    And I am in no mood for people. I hate people as well.
    I hate people the most.
    There is something wrong with me.

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  1. Eoz Eanj
    Don't worry

    I know how you feel

    I feel like you quite often..

    especially the whole, bathed in mud thing

    three weeks ago, I felt so inexplicably dirty and disgusted with my psychological-dirtiness I went to the shopping centre and bought fifty dollars worth of hygienic goods

    then I proceeded to have three showers in succession

    I was like, what the sh!t..

    so yeah, if there's something wrong with you, there must be something wrong with me too..

    we'd make good pals.
    Eoz Eanj, Nov 29, 2008
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