Breakaway Madness

I'm a hopeless romantic.
I feel tortured when I don't have time to write pieces of work or sing alone in my room.
Im afraid of sharing my talents with people, it makes me nervous.
I tend to feel anxious and push away most people that might like me, simply because I don't know how to maintain relationships with people I'm not used to.
I'm living a fairytale, constantly avoiding men that can't seem to manage. To swip me off of my feet with quotes of poems and books and assertiveness. I know it's not real , healthy and chances for it to happen are so low. But I refuse to settle for things in life, for I believe I could reach high places Im attracted to without regretting it later.