Don't you know? Everybody in Puerto Rico lives in space walks and moon bounces. It's the only way to cope.
Everyone wraps their stuff in bubble wrap and then sits all day in the nice weather popping bubbles. OMG imagine a person with OCD living in those conditions!
Not in the way you do. Have I had sex with girls? Of course. As a teen trying to pass and later when I started making friends with a particular kind of girl who wants nothing more than to hop in the sack with a gay guy, yeah. (That kind of girl is a real thing, I swear to you. You'll meet her one day). Smoke enough weed and know a person well enough as a friend and a quick roll in the hay can happen. I think women are beautiful. I'm captivated by the differences and the similarities. There's something profoundly spiritual in the paradigm of breast that isn't lost on me. The men (or women) of pre-history who carved venus figurines in the valleys of Eastern Europe, I get it, I understand. But have I ever looked across a room, and as stunning as a girl might be, have I felt it in my jimmies to need to go and talk to her because, jesus, just look at her!....? No. I ask you the same question about fellahs'. Never once?
I think there is a difference between a man saying, "Robert Redford is/was a very handsome man," and "Screw Indecent Proposal, I'd let him f*ck me for free." Being able to recognize attractiveness and desiring carnal knowledge are by no means synonymous.
This will sound completely weird and vulgar but...Back in the day when you were doing the 'business' with a girl, how was the mechanics of it? I.e. did you fantasize about men when you two were rolling around on the bed and stuff? (lol...that sounds ridiculous, but anyway) My own personal view is very similar to yours only with the shoe on the other foot. I can go as far as appreciating that a man can be very handsome/good-looking, maybe even beautiful in a male model sort of way. I can appreciate the aesthetics of it all, but as far as being physically aroused by a man, I can't really think of a scenario of that happening (Although a situation like that has never presented itself in my experience) People I have been attracted to in my life have happened to be women, and I would imagine your experience would be something similar only the opposite? By the way - I know all too well about scenarios like this lol...The awkwardness afterwards can be quite funny
Or sometimes not so funny.... I've ruined two (2) perfectly good friendships because of the weed+sex paradigm. Both of them were guys. Both of them were str8. Both of them I would have sold my grandmother to have sex with. And I did! (have sex with them, not sell my grandmother) After we got really, really, really, high. Then, they both coldly and quickly vanished. The second time was a guy named Bryan and when I tried to contact him he wasn't angry or anything. He just couldn't look at me and not remember that we had had sex, good sex, dare I say great sex (he was sooooo beautiful!).
lmao, brilliant...So, what you're saying is, you have a reputation for converting 'straight' men out of a sense of mischievousness? I tried to chat up a lesbian once. It didn't work out. I just made a fool of myself. I thought she could be enticed.
Yeah I about did that once, but the chick was one of those hot but filthy girls. You know what I mean? Like the ones that you look at and your like man she is smoke'n hot, BUT she looks like Amy Whinehouse in way. Like she hasn't washed her hair or something but she is dressed so slutty. Well the girl was a freak and she said she would sleep with me if I did some stuff that was a little, ok a long way past my boundaries, so I passed on it.
No... It was more like bromance that I allowed to go too far, in my own heart. There are some str8 guys who are that unicorn of a human: sweet, attractive, masculine, they could care less that you're gay, they don't treat you differently than other guys, they're not scared to touch you in public in completely innocent ways that are natural to anyone not thinking about it, but with other str8 guy friends who aren't unicorns it does become less natural because you do think about it because it's "your gay friend". These men really exist. They do. And in the gay culture, we think of them a little bit like a drug. You want it so bad, but you know there's an inherent danger there because you're gay, not a Vulcan, and you might actually fall for him, and he might let you, never meaning to hurt you, but because he loves you like a friend loves a friend. Both of these guys were that guy, and I should have known where to draw the line, but I didn't. A grope and a fuck while you're high isn't worth the loss of a friend like that.
