I'm worried that I have a social disorder... I was in this class the other day that I'm doing and I had to work up the courage for 15 minutes to ask someone where the scanner was. The lesson before that I left half an hour early because I didn't want to ask. I don't want to apply for jobs where the main thing to do is to talk with people I don't know. I'd quite like to do a job in a team though. With people I can see every day and get to know. I hate going outside because I feel like people are always looking at me... And I feel like everything I do is pointless and I just feel helpless so much. I like the internet because I can build relationships with people without meeting them in person. I guess by the time we do meet we already know each other so it doesn't matter about first impressions... I don't know why I'm posting this. I want someone to know. I've told my mum some of it but she thinks it's because I'm a teenager. You can give some advice or something but I'd just like to talk to someone to be honest. I feel really down.