...Because I'm right here! Anyway, all joking aside, my name is Kaci, though some of my friends call me Cake, hence the name "Kacicake". For starters, I'm 16 years old, and I don't consider myself a very serious writer. What I mean by that is I have no intentions of being a professional author. However, I want to improve and get better so I can express my ideas more clearly and realistically. Writing is very therapeutic for me, but because of that, it's a very scary thing to do. I've been in therapy so long that I can't write something without analyzing it and how it relates to me. It kind of freaks me out, haha. I just am unable to distance myself from it! Like I look at my characters and I think, "Oh my god, I see tidbits of myself in every one of them!" It's like I'm looking in a room full of personality mirrors...O.O; It's freaky! Still, that's not to say I don't have fun writing. I love it, I really do. I wish I could do it more often. It's such a shame with how much I struggle with my writing. I get ideas I want to write about, but I get scared people will think I'm glamorizing bad things, since most of my stories deal with unhappy topics. :/ I don't know. XD Like, I just feel weird writing about unhappy things for fun. :S Even though it's stuff I've been through, and I would never even think about glamorizing such things! My how I ramble!