Sometimes I feel completely out of it....like my life is a car, taking off down the street and for some reason, I'm not in it. I mean, no one would ever know it, because I put on such a normal, happy exterior. But most of the time, I feel like I'm missing out on something. I don't feel like I fit the 'normal' idea of sucess, confidence and overall happiness with life. Does anyone else look around and wonder why everyone seems to have it all, while you're still figuring out what to do? Maybe I never got the instructions for life?? Or maybe it's because I'm creative and sensitive and think too much.