So, I'm 18 and have been writing ever since I was 14. I have a problem with writing, sometimes it just feels like a chore and sometimes I don't know if I'm really enjoying it. First off, I sometimes have such a hard time sitting down to start writing. It's like, I sit down saying I'm going to write, but then I find myself on Youtube or google looking up random crap. I find myself listening to music or chatting with friends. When I actually do get started with writing, I can keep at it for anywhere from a few paragraphs to a whole page or two before I end up on Youtube again for a couple of videos. I never really emotionally connect to my writing or feel anything when I'm writing. I have an idea, structured and planned, layed out before me, but once I start writing the only thing I feel is focused. Like that profesional focused when you're at work. I'm just thinking about how to write the next sentence, how to make the situation better, checking my writing, so on. I don't feel sad for my character during sad scenes or mad when they do something wrong. I never really feel anything for writing. But thinking about scenes I know I'll like, ideas... I'm like that... I'll think about a dramatic scene for my novel and go crazy for it, but then I'll start writing the whole story and feel nothing. Ideas are the same. So, the writing part is the chore for me, but coming up with ideas and characters, I love it, but asking me to sit down and write it, i don't know. I never feel immersed into a world, I feel like I'm searching for the best way to achieve my characters move. Is this normal or what?