When I say scared to write.. I mean.. I'm supposed to be composing a complaint letter.. And i'm so scared to write it on my own. I don't know how to explain it but I feel like.. I won't be happy with the finished product. I know that i'm probably fully capable of taking on a task like this, and it'd be perfect to test my writing capabilities, but i feel like.. something bad will happen if i write something myself. I'm afraid of failure i suppose. I'm afraid of sitting down, writing something, and then looking back at seeing how deplorable it is. I feel like if it comes out bad.. i'll be very disappointed in myself. I've devoted much time to learning how to enhance my writing, and for my piece to come out a train wreck would be hard for me to bare. It's very hard to convey exactly what i'm trying to say but.. bottom line.. I'm afraid of writing. I'm afraid of doing it myself. I'm afraid that i'll write it, and it'll be poorly written and absolutely horrendous.