There are many mysteries surrounding this topic and lately I have been having a hard time to believe. I went through a period in my life where I had no personal answers and desperately I researched to find the answer. This led me into many different spiritual paths which always led to my disappointment. All of the belief systems out there didn't perfectly line up with what I thought deep down to be true. I didn't want to shrug and say "So I don't believe this, it doesn't matter I'll still be christian" or anything similar. For a while I was agnostic; I believed what I thought was right for me. Then I started exploring deeper questions which even could not be answered in my own belief set. Now I am athiest. I know it may be personal but if not, I would be interested to hear what you would have to say on the topic. I do not wish for an argument to happen, just a discussion where everyone has a say and everyone respects what you have to say. Thanks you for your time.