The not happy thread

My sixteenth birthday wasnt exactly what MTV makes it seem like it should be.

 

I got up at 6 to feed the dogs...and stepped right on a turd on the rug. Sigh. What a way to start the day.

Edit: I also just found out that after waiting 9 days to find out if I got a part in the musical for which I auditioned...I did NOT get a part. It all went to teen-agers. Sigh. Oh well. More free time.

 

I'm not so much unhappy, as scared.

A woman who once before broke my heart and took away the love of my life (a horse, mind), is willing to consider forgiving me and letting me back into his life. But last time she put so much pressure on me I snapped. I'm afraid as to whether or not I can deal with her again. =///

 

I'm unhappy because I just want out of here.

 

I'm unhappy because someone keeps dialing my number! And I want them to stop (Its very annoying)

 

I had to take a trip to the emergency room cause I forgot it's down the road, not across the street

D:

 

Consolation...for both the turd and cattle call result.

 

ASfdjlk;aerjfoileafkjdgh4eawnvrencalkjxdhuoew!!!!!!!!!!! I had finally gotten a scene in my story to the point where I liked it. A lot. Hours of work. Seriously. And it didn't save. I remember saving it. But it didn't save. BLARGHHH!

 

Man, that sucks emily.

Happened to me a few times.

 

Do you have your automatic backup set? If so, it can be restored from the backup file.

 

At the very least, I printed it off before I closed it all out, so it's not completely gone. But STILL!!

 

I do, but the file was from a memory stick. So, my computer doesn't do that for USB sticks.

 

Time for the "fix"...oatmeal raison cookies and a glass of milk...makes everything better.

 

Yum. I wish we had cookies. I will stick with pop-tarts and milk since we don't. But they're hot fudge sundae pop tarts.

 

I can't eat pop-tarts (the frosted ones at least) because there is gelatin in the frosting.

 

Are you allergic to gelatin? I've never heard of that.
What DOESN'T have gelatin in it these days?

 

Forgot to mention, I'm not happy because both my classes cancelled today, but the professors didn't bother to send e-mails.
Thanks, guys. I love commuting three hours to read a note on the door.

There should be a way to get back wasted time...

 

Carmina is a vegan. (I think it's vegan.) Well, one way or another she doesn't eat meat or other products made from animals.

 

Emily pays attention.

 

Ha, yep. So I got it right, then?

 

Very, very hard to avoid gelatin these days.
Not just food products either.
The glossiness on a glossy magazine page... Gelatin.

 

I am sad that the world doesn't cater to vegetarians.

 

oh, I see. My mistake.
The logical next step would be to ask "what animal does gelatin come from," but I have a feeling I don't want to know. I have a few potential canididates in mind, and none of 'em look pretty.

 

Horses' hooves.

 

Actually, mostly from cow...parts.

When the whole Mad Cow Disease was big in the news, Discover magazine ran an article on all the different places you were likely to run into reprocessed cow without knowing it. That's where I learned what made glossy magazine pages glossy.

Now, more on theme.... I'm unhappy because I still have that ookie feeling of anxiety today. I noticed a new part to it that worries me. When I put on my headset to work, my upper lip does an involuntary curl. Left side only. Not cool.