So I have much too much experience writing homosexual relationships. Female characters in novels frustrate me so, when I'm hankering a romantic read - I tend to lean toward two males together. It doesn't hurt that a cousin of mine always had/has a great deal of this on hand. He and I seem to be on a weird sort of don't ask/don't tell understanding with this. Anyway... I have a story I'm working on with a premise I just love. The problem is that the main character is slowly realizing her own sexuality or at the very least, a certain attraction toward a specific female. The romance itself is very unorthodox, but I want it to sort of unfold with the main character being oblivious to this fact. I.E. a typical "coming out" to herself/awkward sorting out of feelings. Aside from a very few short and, for the most part, badly written reads I have little experience with this brand of romance. Television programs don't help me and a lot of them are way too "lipstick" and mildly pornographic to be of use anyway. My so-inclined friend(s) are less than romantic, so they're not much help either. Any tips? I ask because my boyfriend is getting very worried with my sting of Google searches tonight.