I don't really want to have to explain all of this but in short terms,I would like to write a book that was based on what my life was like for me growing up and how it is now,obviously my life is not finished because Im still kicking,but in a sense a lot of what I went through and the family I had growing up,wasn't really how any kid should have to grow up. So in a sense I want to write a book that is basically based on how my life was growing up,the things I endured,the pain,all of that. There is a lot to it,that is pretty hard to explain,and I have tried numerous times to start some sort of draft on it,but then I get discouraged for many of reasons,and I'm not really sure if this is something I should do,though I really really want to. I wanted to write a book at one point,on how i overcame the obstacles that were thrown my way,but it's a touchy subject for me still,and I don't really know if it would even help anyone else out,that may be or might be going through the things I have and still do go through. Any suggestions or Ideas that come to mind are welcomed,I could really use the help.