I went through the most amazing epic experience of my entire life and it lasted 7 months and changed me forever. I am writing a book about it. I am just now realizing what an impact this time had on me. I still think about it. It ended mid-December. I'm reluctant to write my book as I am writing off a first draft in a notebook and its such a pain. Tonight on the phone with my very wise friend, we came to the conclusion that I am reluctant to finish because this is the last step in letting go, and when I finish the book I will finally be free, and I dont want it to be truly over. Just wanted to share that.