Screw you. Screw everything you did to me And screw the way I was treated. What did I ever do to deserve this from you? Honestly, tell me I’d really love to know If you just plain hate me Or like to make me cry You stupid bloody bastard I truly hope you die. Well, let’s not go that far You’re not that bad. Even though you hurt me, You hurt me a lot, You don’t know how I suffer. Maybe you should. Maybe you shouldn’t. No! I mustn’t. I keep making excuses for you For the things you say to me And the way you treat me. I don’t want to take this anymore. This is really that terrible. I always said I wouldn’t be like this. I always said I would never cry. So… I guess I might as well just end it. And die. Stop! You were never like this before! What are you doing? NO! This is making you someone else. You are sunshine, not a cloud. Stop this nonsense. Please…just… stop.
The wind whistled The clouds yawned And she was alone The moon was hiding The doors creaked And were noisy when hitting the walls The last train went by And she ignored it. Leaning on a wall, She waited For someone that never came Nor did she find. She looked at the clock, forgetting it had stopped She was lost in time And she didn’t want to find herself She’d have to wait anyway. And she was alone The world was about to end With noone Without someone She wouldn’t even make an effort. She would leave herself waiting. The wind kissed her face And she didn’t want it. The dark made her a painting And she ignored it. She wanted the moon And the moon wouldn’t answer It would shine for her, once in a while But never during the day. She looked up, There it was. It had pushed the clouds And still, she turned her face after smiling.