When will iIexperience this feeling? The sad thing is that ill never get to experience it with the person Iwant and the hardest thing to accept is that I never got to be with them in the first place.I feel as if i cant heal I feel dead and deprived of something that I wish for so badly. Will i ever be healed? I think not. The black hole of depression and sadness will just swallow me.
without sleep i just cannot function and i shake uncontrollably but no matter how i try i just cant sleep im relaxed but my body wont shut down oh what will i do? Me eyes are bugging out of my head and I look like a inhuman creature.My palms are sweaty and so are my feet ewww! i cant handle this i need sleep!
Have i led myself to this black hole of depression.i dont know. It feels like fate has taken a course in this.i have no control over my life and i feel i will never changed. Nearly friendless and alone i must achieve great things but the world is set to bring me down. will free will kick in and change my outlook and my way of living i hope so.
A place of shining joy where i will meet you one day.Till then the ache in my chest will not be filled.i cant wait till i meet you againl.We met int his life but never got the chance to be together,i only hope you will be in my heaven
A girl with short brown hair ran up to me and embraced me."Hi,'' she said weakly.''hi' whats wrong,'' i asked.i wondered what it could be we had spent the whole summer together and we couldnt have had more fun by the lake or the movies."i have something i've been meaning to tell you for awhile,'' She told me.She seemed upset and very nervous.''Im going to die that was our last summer together thats why spent the whole summer with you,'' she said sadly.i was in complete and utter shock.''what?''i asked.'' i have breast cancer,'' she explained.''They tried everything i cant be cured im sorry,'' she said plain and simply.''how can you be so calm about this,'' i asked her."'youre dying,'' said.''i have to deal with it,'' she told me.''i have no choice,''she said.i cried so hard into her shoulder and i felt a long black hole of depression overcome me.Then i felt like i would remember this moment forever.
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