Its been a LONG, long, LONGGGGG time since I've been on here. I've been busy with school, and everything else that comes with it. I was surprised that I even remembered my password.
I've still had writers block, but hey, everyone gets that all the time. I haven't written much in the last couple months, but I have ideas forming in my head, so we'll see where that takes us.
TURKEY DAY IS ALMOST HEREEE! My second favorite holiday, because eating is a great thing! Ahaha, and I don't have to spend it at my grandmother's, again, lol. I get to go to the city to spend it with my aunt and her kids, which is awesome!
So sorry I haven't been on in like forever...but I've been a bit busy. Things around here get chaotic when two little boys under age six get out of school & cause mayhem at home instead of their regular place of learning.
& lucky me, I'm the one who gets to deal with it!
Thankfully, Monday, I will be setting off to Ohio to stay with my grandparents for half the summer, maybe a little more. I'm seriously looking forward to this. It gives me a little spending money, depending on how long I stay, & I get to see free movies, due to his wife working in the biggest movie theater in Toledo.
Maybe my writers block will have capped off by the time I get home. I haven't written anything in weeks & my head is starting to get crowded again. I don't know, maybe I should just write complete nonsense, like this blog, hah.
I finally have a facebook!
I'm quite proud of myself, because I plan on actually keeping this one. Before, I really wasn't one for the whole "apps, apps & more apps!" sort of approach, but once I got my iTouch, I changed that opinion.
Finally, it seems life is starting to look better for me.
I got selected for a counselor for my favorite camp in the world! yay!
but I still have writers block...reviews would help on Remembering Sunday in the Romance section...
I have writers block. Again. I'm having trouble coming up with a starter sentence to the second part in Remembering Sunday, for Hayden. I don't want him to be just waking up, cause thats how I started the other one. I have Rachel's down, its just a simple diary entry, with a memory of him partying hardcore one night with her.
Maybe have him at a party, or maybe I could have a letter, kind of like I did Rachel? I'm not sure...Ideas?
By the way, this paragraph right here, is dedicated to the people who take the time to care about what I do, and what I have to say, and what I feel. Thank you. At least I get some kind of support from the internet.
I broke down randomly last night, while I was on the phone with James(my boyfriend). I'm so stressed, I can't even imagine the pile of make up work I have to do in six weeks. I'm failing almost everything, or about to fail. I just don't have time for my school work anymore. My parents work me to the bone, cleaning and babysitting, every night, and they expect me to stay up til 12 AM on a school night to do my homework, after I put the little ones to bed.
I feel so overwhelmed, so I write. And I come up with new stories. And it helps ease my frustration. Writing has opened up a completely new door for me. I'm so happy I started writing again.
I'm also in the middle of writing a long, love-filled letter to someone who shouldn't be in trouble, but is. I just can't seem to find the words to tell them how much we miss them, and love them. Its so hard.
My life is turbulent. I will keep writing. Even if it kills me.
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