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Blog entries by Carmina

  1. It is hard to know exactly what to say in a blog when I blog so infrequently. I am still unemployed, but I am helping out as a part-time nanny for a friend of a friend. Her husband left her while she was pregnant with his twins...and getting pregnant was HIS idea. She has a LOT of anger (justified), but that anger eats at her. I haven't known her long, but I can see how that anger is...
  2. It has been a long time since I last blogged. Apparently, I only blog when I am in some sort of crisis or deep depression. I have had a lot of both in recent months. Lost my job, was pawed at my a creep at the theater, fell flat on my face (scar is coming along nicely). I am not crying every day like I was. But...I almost wonder if that was better. I was at least feeling something. I am...
  3. as everyone else. My insurance finally kicked in. I went to the doctor. I got my prescriptions. After an hour in the pharmacy with them trying to figure out my new insurance info, I got my pills. I got 3 psych meds, an inhaler, and my no baby pills. This would be over $2000 without insurance. I got it for $56. I am very relieved. The funny thing is, I had finally come out of the...
  4. I ran out of pills and money. I don't have $1500 to pay for a refill, and I am out of refills anyway. I tried to ration, but ran out about 2 weeks ago. I can tell that the last of it is out of my system. I guess I feel like my old self. That is not a good thing. The obsessive thoughts are back, like as ong you can't get out of your head. I can't turn them off to sleep. My brain...
  5. So, my night last night was asstastic; let me just start by saying that. It started off well enough. I got off work, hit Walmart for some camping supplies for the trip with weekend, came home to dinner with my husband and some friends. I got a call from my sister telling me that our friend D is being an ass and is no longer going on the trip. She says she will tell me about it later....
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