*walking down the hallway* It has been two weeks since I started school and you could say everything is going normal. Maybe because I have avoided some student that I felt they wanted trouble, in other words I avoid everyone. Its not like I done want any friends it's just that I feel it is better this way and this past days I have felt weird. My dreams seem more real and intense. Some are good dreams the others are just nightmares that wakes me up in pain and crying. Since that has bein happening Alexa has being keeping me company at all times. She also has said that the time I have being waiting for is coming and that maybe those dreams are just not dreams at all. That made me think even more. If they are not dreams and if they are my memories........ "ugh, my head" everything is more intense and more out of this world comparing it beside how I have being living these past months. Next day: Alexa: * thinking* I wonder when the day will come when she remembers everything or when her powers return. She has been having dreams of her life before we came to this planet. Yet she was the only one that lost her memories. Maybe its a side effect after trying to protect the kingdom and making sure we travel safe to this place. *sees me* "its almost time to go, have you finished getting ready?" Me: *stares blankly* "what did you just say?" Alexa: "Its almost time to go to school, are you done getting ready?" Me: "no, I mean almost but what did you said before that?" Alexa: "I didn't said anything." Me: '' Are you sure, you didn't said anything about me?" Alexa: *confused* Like what?" Me: "ah, nothing. I thought you said something but it might of being my imagination." Alexa: "perhaps, you heard what I was...." Me: "well look at that its time to go to school. Lets go Al I don't want to come across those trouble makers at school." * leaves the room* Alexa: * looking happy and lost at the same time* "You finally remembering." *runs out the room* At school: Alexa: " I have to go ahead of you. I have to meet the director today about some paper work that we haven't turn in yet." Me: " okay, I'll just take my time than." Alexa: *leaves* why is that I can hear what people are thinking. Is this one of the power that Alexa said? If it is I wonder what else I can do. I knew I was different than everyone else and now I'm starting know it is true. Should I tell Alexa? Maybe she will finally tell me everything. My dreams, in them I could used magic and had a lot od powers. Maybe I do have those powers and with time I will finally have them back. I think its time to find out about what I can not longer remember.
It all started after waking up after an accident, with no memories, no idea who I am, and where I was, or even I didn't recognized anybody and myself as well. I still haven't gotten used to this life, for so many reasons it feels awkward and so forceful. It has being a month since then yet nobody wants to tell me about what happened. Its like they hiding something from me, something I should not find out or remember. The more they avoid the subject to it the more i want to find out. Since it hasn't being to long I know I have to rest for now and get 100% better. Once I'm fully recover I will investigate. Two months later.... It has been three months now that I have being having the same dreams, they all repeat each other over and over again. Even though they are just dreams, something feels very familiar. They're not just dreams, they feel like my lost memories.*laughs* What am I saying "my lost memories" *smirks* ha ha ha only because I don't remember anything and since these dreams I have been having feel a part of me. They make me feel complete. Yet I should know these kind of dreams are impossible to be real. Dreams from far apart worlds, a prince with a kingdom to protect, protectors with wings, and the rest I have not yet know how to explain. I think I should start writing every dream I have. *knocks on door* *voice* "Is time to get ready for school" *Gets up quickly* oh crap! I was over thinking everything again. Why does this always happens to me every-time I think about those dreams? *Arriving at school* *Looks around* apparently my so call best friend also my roommate, we go to the same school but for some reason we had to transfer. I was told that my family is very influential in the business and non businesses as well. even though a lot has happened I am glad I have her with me. There are times that I have blackout completely and I do stuff I don't remember but I always have her to protect me and keep me calm. There is something odd about it but I some how complete trust her with everything and anything. I have a lot of questions but the time for all the answers will come, eventually, so I am not in a hurry. Like she told me I have to get the most out of everything, there is no hurry and we have all the time of the world.
What's this place? Looks so familiar. So fascinating, so green, this meadow with a pleasing lake and trees. Oh but on this hill there is a peculiar tall pink tree. Its similar to a willow tree yet so differnt. I can't just help it but to walk towards it. I feel like I'm back home thus far i sence that something bad happened here. This tree somehow is much the same as the one by the school. Is this dream trying to tell me something or is it just a dream and not to else. *Wakes up* *looks around* Him" are tou okay? Try not to move! You fainted by the pink tree and i brought you home." Me: " what happened? Why did i fainted?" Him: "maybe you have trying too hard to remember and doing your school work. Trying to balance all classes and trying to regain your memory, might have been tough on you." Me: " might of being a little but there is this feeling and a voice telling me to remember." Him: " to tell you the truth..... ummm... i dont want you to get hirt trying to remember..." Me: " i need to rest i feel tired can you please go." Him: " yes dont worry about me. Its time for me to go back to the cast..... home!" Me: " ummm...okay...." *door closing* Ther is something that links that dream with me now. I gotta find it. I need to remember. That tree and the meadow in my dream... just thinking about it there was more to it. I just can't remember because of him but thinking back he might be the key to it all.
Working on a jailbreak!! Keep it calm in a fast pace. Now im living in a dream and i cant wake up, i dont want to wake up.
This place, this feeling, everything seems and feels the same. Where is this? This beautiful world. Everything is green and colorful. I dont know much but i feel like i should. I have these flash backs but i know they're not mine. I haven'tbeing the same since i woke up two days ago. Everything is so strange, so familiar yet unfamiliar at the same time. Just looking around and having someone telling you everything about you, your schedule, the rules, your life, but it does not make any sense why would i forget everything overnight. Furthermore, i know stuff that no one else does and i feel like i was sent here for a reason but something must of had happen during the prosses of me getting here because my memories are all erased. A doing by someone that doesnt want me to do what im supouse to do...but what is it that I'm supouse to do? "Remember. Remenber, Think harder!! You have to remember!!" Thats the voice i hear all the time, somehow i just can't remember anything. The more i try the harder it is. *CLOSES EYES* HIM: "I knew you were going to be here!" ME: *opens eyes* *sits up* HIM: " I have heard you lost your memories. And by the look on your face seems is true. You dont remember me either do you?" ME: *SHAKES HEAD* "No." HIM: "I see. Well the bell rang and you have to go back to the academy. I already assign somone to help you out and make things a little easy for you. The school knows about what happen during the mission from the people that you snet back to report but they are in a complete shock of what has happen to you and they are determine to help you regain your memories. They think it is not an accident that happen. That someone purposely did that to you or you did it to protect the kingdom. Until then, you have to stay here at the Academy to make sure your protected." Seems very complicated, as they seem very in a hurry and going as far as to keep me close by to make sure nothing happens to me, to keep me safe. Something really big must of had happen. As much they are very conscious, so am I. I'm more determine to know and I'll do anything to remember it all. Until then I'll be here learning everything from scratch, fighting, defending, evrything.....
As I walk to the door down this dark hallway i begin to feel lighter and lighter. Once there in front, I hesitate to grab the door knob. Why? Thinking if its lock or open? What am I going to find on the other side? Once open I can see a green field and a beautiful pink tree next to a small river. It feels so familiar, so nostalgic. While approaching the wind swirls around with pink petals alongside my whole body. My body moving on its on I close my eyes and begin to dance around with the wind. Then I hear an unknown voice echoing, yet familiar saying: "Dancing with the wind again?" Without noticing I reply: "Yes, once again you know i can't help it. Its like I'm part of it. That we're one when we dance."(smiles) Fully knowing in my mind that I'm dreaming, yet i dont feel it like a dream, it feels so real. The feeling of the wind going passed by your whole body and seeing everything so clear that it gave me the goosebumps. But somehow the questions that I have I can not ask yet I feel like I know the answers...