Blog entries by OliveKanayurak

  1. we are new to each other when we first meet, we are pleasant to one another, small shy smile on our face while i try and keep my cracked heart inside held together from all the bossing, the teasing, the put-downs, the BULLYING. when you find out that im different, you turn your back to your new supposed 'friend' just like the others. you then also join in on the bullying, 'come on,...
  2. everyone has to grow up sometimes. some people grow up way too early than they should, like me. people tell me i act more mature than a normal 18 year old. i did because i was treated differently than a 'normal' person should. there is no such thing as a 'normal' person. nothing is normal, everything is different from each other. even those that r like twins, they may look the same, but, they...
  3. i am very different from a lot of people here in my town and from my family, and yet, i am the same as them. i like things some people would not like and even disapprove of. i like reading yaoi stories and doujinshi. not many people even know what it means, if you do, good for you! if you don't and you don't like same sex relationships, then go on with your life and don't even read this if you...
  4. for most of my life i've been hiding my feelings behind a mask so i wouldn't let my friends and family worry about me. i wasn't doing it because i don't want me to think they think i am weak, no, i did it because i know they will make sacrifices to make sure i will be okay. i just don't want them to bother. i want them to know i can take care of myself. so, for years, i have been hiding...
  5. had anyone ever had trouble sleeping? I do, all the time. every night i lay awake doing either reading or watching TV. No matter what i do i can't go to sleep. it's getting on my nerves. i haven't tried sleeping pills because i don't want to go there when i am forced asleep. would rather sleep naturally then by some pill. i think the reason might be because of my emotions or something. I don't...
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