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Blog entries by Speedy

  1. Eh, just felt like write something down. Been just over 5 months since i saw a doctor and got put on some medications. Still have moments of being frustrated, but it's usually justified. No longer fight back. Instead i sit in silence and nod my head. I can't stand negativity anymore. It's so much more noticeable in people now that i have flushed it from my life. I sleep less Think...
  2. http://www.nasa.gov/home/hqnews/2010/nov/HQ_M10-157_Chandra_Update.html WASHINGTON -- NASA will hold a news conference at 12:30 p.m. EST on Monday, Nov. 15, to discuss the Chandra X-ray Observatory's discovery of an exceptional object in our cosmic neighborhood. The news conference will originate from NASA Headquarters' television studio, 300 E St. SW in Washington and carried live on NASA...
  3. (Mother of all fark - I had the blog almost complete, and i lost the page somehow. So take two) Anyway i know i said i wouldn't be on for a month, but I'm feeling a strange sensation tonight and need to pop on and rant. Been a hectic few days. Saw my psychologist, and my psychiatrists. Will see my doctor in a few days time and then revisit the others in a month. Apart from making me broke,...
  4. Was feeling really low/depressed yesterday. Was online, and Joanne came online when i was on a massive low.(I really should have logged off at this stage) End result, 6 hours of me talking about how depressed i am, how i don't think we could work out, how i should just end everything because it was all to hard. i can't even remember what i was talking about, as i do after hitting really...
  5. Well tomorrow or the day after im going to the doctors to tell them about how i have been feelings. Im not sure how long it takes, but i'm going to Anti-depressantway (though previously no a fan of the idea until lately). Im kind of scared. I mean doctors come across this daily but i actualy feel relly sick deep inside and an *sigh* depressed.... but i just dont know how to say it to the...