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  1. I want to run away
    inside my mind screams
    I want to break down the doors
    holding back my dreams

    Living like this
    checking the skies for rain
    it's a constant reminder
    of this burden and pain

    I'm holding onto
    a shooting star
    its points cutting my skin
    this time it's gone too far

    nothing left to wish on
    my bloody star fell
    left me drowning in hopes
    inside my wishing well

    not looking for a hero
    to owe such a debt
    I could not ask for saving
    this loss is not a regret

    I want to run away
    but there's nothing out there
    I want to shatter windows
    looking out to nowhere

    this is not life
    if I'm already dead
    my bleeding heart would stop beating
    and tears I would no longer shed
  2. doors slam, chains rattle
    you win the war, you loose the battle
    ice breaks, dogs bark
    tires screech, the fire sparks
    lights blink, the wind blows
    you fake a grin, the saddness shows
    the knife cuts, blood falls
    one last tear completes the call
    skin rips, rain drops
    hearts bleed, they'll never stop
    needles scratch, pain has lasted too long
    drops of blood echo to the beat of the song
    the moon hides, the blood drips
    knowing no other way, the broken heart rips
    nails on a chalkboard, teeth grind
    you're all alone, with no one left to find
    you grab the gun, give the world one last kiss
    thunder crashes, with no one left to miss
    cookies crumble, rules bend
    a lighting flash, the world will end
    tears fall, you hate goodbyes
    you can't hold on, so you just die
  3. The sunshine fading, end of day
    how do I make this feeling go away?
    My world of rainbows melting fast
    dripping down the drain at last
    darkness filling up my mind
    no relief from agony I find
    weights from places no one knows
    weighting my steps, on my toes
    big, sad tears flow from my eyes
    falling freely without guise
    drooping lips no longer smile
    I've been sad for quite awhile
  4. She goes about her day to day
    and does her duties to perfection
    She cries alone and works her way
    through fears and self rejection

    No one knows this angel is
    carrying around such grief
    If they only saw a glimpse of things
    they'd sigh in disbelief

    She seems to be so perfect
    not one single flaw
    everyone looks at her with envy
    if they only knew it all

    Her heart aches with loneliness
    and her tears disguised with pride
    why does she care what they think
    it is becoming too much for her to hide

    She is running out of friends to confide in
    and family is too far away
    alone and broken, she slits her wrists
    and slowly fades from wasted days
  5. At night I sit alone and watch the shadows dance around
    I hold my breath and listen, yet silence is the only sound
    I reach for some comfort yet feel no embrace
    I am tired of the emptiness and loneliness of this place
    I can feel no more hurt because I have learned to live with my pain
    I often wonder how I survive and continue to stay sane
    I have hurt so deeply and cried too many tears
    I have been emlpty and broken for so many years
    I am tired of pretending that I am fine and all is okay
    I am tired of hiding behind this mask I wear everday
    I have drifted so far and can no longer be saved
    These feelings hold me captive and to them I am enslaved