Funny things about my life...

  1. Aaaahhhh, I want to run for the hills! But I can't...

    I don't know how it happened, but I'm blaming whomever it was that pestered (:p) me into joing my first RPG. Now I'm not only addicted to RPGs, but I m being stalked by Chrys. I cannot escape her for some odd reason:confused: She currently has three "embodiments": Chrystine Waters/Diane Katerina Krolita (Phoenix) Diane Chrystine Krolita (Vyle Comando) and, Chryssy Katera/ Chrystine Borden (Highlander Crwon of Thorns) I cannot get away! I want to charge up a hill and fall in a hole,...
  2. College

    Today begins my third session with college. Iwent to Salisbury University last year for an arts program where we were actually taught my their art professors, eventhough we didn't get credit for it. I enjoyed that experience, we staid on campus, had an R.A. and scheduled classses, for two weeeks, I felt kind of like a college student. I got my feet wet with that, and I don't think I've ever really looked back. Anyhoo, today is my second summer session at CCBC, the local community colege, a...
  3. Ditto Dido

    Dido once sang, "I will go down with this ship. I wo't put my hands high in surrender. There will be no white flag above my door, I'm in love, and always will be." I never thought I'd be that kind of girl, falling "blindly in love," not seeing beyond the eyes of the guy I find myself wanting so badly. Not that I am now, I'm just teetering too close to the edge of it all. Even in middle school, I couldn't date somebody I didn't see going anywhere. I'm not a gold-digger, I just figured...
  4. Don't read this, just go past it please:):(

    Random thoughts they're like my friends the only entity on which I depend these thoughts take me everywhere free me from something yet giving me nothing maybe that's a lie they have handed me gifts like Alaska like Chrys my hopes my dreams my goals my beliefs all are the gifts of my random thoughts my secret plots things that develop for naught i know there will be those that have a problem with how I've written this well, boo and hoo it's my style not...
  5. Funny Little Thing, Life

    Okay, you know that movie with Kirsten Dunst and Orlando Bloom? Well this guy fat-finger dialed my Gram's phone, texting her this gobble-dee-gook. So she hands me the phone, and I txt him back wanting to know who he is. His name's brad. So, I ask who I am. Kelly. Nope. Verbatim: wrong name, wrong number, night brad. That was a week ago. He did it again last night, the same first message, but I actually decided to txt him back for the heck of it. i had to remind him that I'm not...
  6. Give an inch, and a mile will grow

    show a little kid a pretty color and you've given her the rainbow show her a butterfly and she's seen a flitting fairy show her the moon she'll aim for the stars show her compassion and she'll know love show her a smile and she'll know joy show her the sun and she'll see the galaxy show her you care and she'll want for nothing
  7. I should have said no...

    After the second relationship in three months, i realize just how insecure I am. When a guy I know starts to put on the charm and eventually ask me to go out(steady, not date, I've had this clarified for me), I say "yes" without hesitation. Is it because I'ma afraid that if i give him the chance to think about it himself, he might recant? Or is i simply because i can't say "no?" My Gram's funny, she said to me, "What you need to do is go to college and find a 21 year old with a life of...
  8. I'm choosing denial

    I'm Choosing Denial If somebody asks: Did that really happen on saturday? I'm choosing denial. When someone says: You're family really forgot? I'm choosing denial. Should somebody say: It was that bad? I'm choosing denial. I'll choose denial like a loyal friend. I'll reject reality like the current trend. I'll run with denial, and I will never look back again.
  9. Jj

    It started with a glance We only met by chance I was but a young boy and she the new school toy a girl from a far state and me with none to hate she'd be my target, my focus and I the one she wished to get locusts five years this did we endure and then feelings changed from what they were before a friendship, a bond something that was time beyond orbitting round each other like planets think of one another with the odd regrets is fate playing a game most cruel or...
  10. Leave Out All the Rest

    That is not only an allusion to my new favorite/mainstay song by Linkin Park- it also titles my latest observation in life. See, I try to live a good life, I've never done anything illegal, I work hard at most everything I do- but I can never shake this nagging feeling that, if I were to die tomorrow, there would be only a handful of people that would remember the person that is me ten years afterwards. It's not so much a rant of a depressed person- I've been counseled and declared "too...
  11. Little Beams of Sunlight

    You know something, at a very young age, I decided that I didn't want to plan for children of my own. At first, the decision was purely me not liking others' kids, and fearing that my own child would be like thiers. But, I came to a realizaton in the last year that children, like crises, and surprises cannot be planned for, no matter how hard you try. I find it funny sometimes, children like to spring into your life basically stating, "I am here, cope or find another option, but you can't...
  12. Method Writing

    I have often heard of actors whom "become" their current role as a way to better understand the character. I never would have thought that there was a such thing as a "Method Writer," but I think I am one. I realized this first when I started playing RPG- I felt like I was in the mind of my characters. I often had to remind myself that the members and their respective characters were not the same entities- and that I could not start fires with the mere thought of doing so, could have been...
  13. My name is triple z, and I am addicted to NOT STAYING STILL

    So, I have beeen off for awhile, and I sincerely apologize to any that care that I was gone. To be honest, this is the forst time in seven days that I had access to a computer and didn't have homework to do:D Yay me :D Anywho... In the last seven days I have: >earned the fourth highest rank on my tennis team (of fifteen girls) >confessed to my guy friend that I liked him, and my girl friend >set these two up because they liked each other >broke the two up because they were confused to...
  14. Not understanding is Like Kissing A Flame

    Okay, while the other little girls were imaging their weddings, and how they were going to meet a prince and fall in love and live in a castle with their thoudans and one ponies, I was trying to understand what the hell was wrong wth them? Was I the delusional one, or was it them? My mom says I never asked for a horse, never ever mentioned marrying a prince, and -to this day- refuse to tell how many kids I want. I don't want them, they don't care if you do, and I see no point in planning....
  15. nothhing, no title

    sometimes I wonder if I've any friends at all they say ne'ry a word to me in summer attached to my hip come fall or even worse "I'm there for oyu" yet no actions prove said words true I admit that I'm not always nice but I don't lie about how I feel I tell you true "I just don't want to be 'rpound you" Can these words not be spoken to me or are there none that wish to say them I don't want a bff but I want to know I've freinds left people don't like when I'm always...
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