Funny things about my life...

  1. Telling ya'll not to read didn't work, so whatevs

    I was dumb enough to fall in love Slowly, silently With my lips seared tight To watch my affection grow and become something I didn't know Sure, I'm still me too damned stubborn not to be But I can see what I'm doing The subtle little things just for a hint of attention the little favors that I now see might misconstrue my intentions I'm helping someone else yet feeling pain myself But then again I've always been slighltly masochistic And never one for...
  2. Don't read this, just go past it please:):(

    Random thoughts they're like my friends the only entity on which I depend these thoughts take me everywhere free me from something yet giving me nothing maybe that's a lie they have handed me gifts like Alaska like Chrys my hopes my dreams my goals my beliefs all are the gifts of my random thoughts my secret plots things that develop for naught i know there will be those that have a problem with how I've written this well, boo and hoo it's my style not...
  3. That ususal, but not "normal" day goes on

    Okay, so the bus stops and I get off. At this point, I have missed my meeting...But...I am acrost the eight-laned street from the local library. Get where I'm going with this? I walk in and sit down, just to calm down a sec when this woma looks up at e, "You here for the computers too?" "Yes." "THeir off till one." That's what the paper taped to the PC screen behind her says as well, I just hadn't read it yet. I look at my cell phone, 1.15. Ok, it's tech stuff, not abnormal...
  4. One of these days I'll get the whole "normal day" thing down

    Okay, so my morning was unplanned, but not surprising to me. Except for the part where I was granted two hours on the computer if I spent an hour outside with the dog; I only had two hours when I learned this before i had to go somewhere. "Somewhere" meant catching the 24 bus so that I could reach the 23 bus and walk the rest of the way to school for a Sterering Committee meeting... About that...So, I'm waiting at the bus stop for the 24 (across the street from my house, and I don't...
  5. Not understanding is Like Kissing A Flame

    Okay, while the other little girls were imaging their weddings, and how they were going to meet a prince and fall in love and live in a castle with their thoudans and one ponies, I was trying to understand what the hell was wrong wth them? Was I the delusional one, or was it them? My mom says I never asked for a horse, never ever mentioned marrying a prince, and -to this day- refuse to tell how many kids I want. I don't want them, they don't care if you do, and I see no point in planning....
  6. Aaaahhhh, I want to run for the hills! But I can't...

    I don't know how it happened, but I'm blaming whomever it was that pestered (:p) me into joing my first RPG. Now I'm not only addicted to RPGs, but I m being stalked by Chrys. I cannot escape her for some odd reason:confused: She currently has three "embodiments": Chrystine Waters/Diane Katerina Krolita (Phoenix) Diane Chrystine Krolita (Vyle Comando) and, Chryssy Katera/ Chrystine Borden (Highlander Crwon of Thorns) I cannot get away! I want to charge up a hill and fall in a hole,...
  7. Little Beams of Sunlight

    You know something, at a very young age, I decided that I didn't want to plan for children of my own. At first, the decision was purely me not liking others' kids, and fearing that my own child would be like thiers. But, I came to a realizaton in the last year that children, like crises, and surprises cannot be planned for, no matter how hard you try. I find it funny sometimes, children like to spring into your life basically stating, "I am here, cope or find another option, but you can't...
  8. Funny Little Thing, Life

    Okay, you know that movie with Kirsten Dunst and Orlando Bloom? Well this guy fat-finger dialed my Gram's phone, texting her this gobble-dee-gook. So she hands me the phone, and I txt him back wanting to know who he is. His name's brad. So, I ask who I am. Kelly. Nope. Verbatim: wrong name, wrong number, night brad. That was a week ago. He did it again last night, the same first message, but I actually decided to txt him back for the heck of it. i had to remind him that I'm not...
  9. College

    Today begins my third session with college. Iwent to Salisbury University last year for an arts program where we were actually taught my their art professors, eventhough we didn't get credit for it. I enjoyed that experience, we staid on campus, had an R.A. and scheduled classses, for two weeeks, I felt kind of like a college student. I got my feet wet with that, and I don't think I've ever really looked back. Anyhoo, today is my second summer session at CCBC, the local community colege, a...
  10. I should have said no...

    After the second relationship in three months, i realize just how insecure I am. When a guy I know starts to put on the charm and eventually ask me to go out(steady, not date, I've had this clarified for me), I say "yes" without hesitation. Is it because I'ma afraid that if i give him the chance to think about it himself, he might recant? Or is i simply because i can't say "no?" My Gram's funny, she said to me, "What you need to do is go to college and find a 21 year old with a life of...
  11. When I Can Float

    I stay on the ground thinking I'm happy feeling sound Then up strolls you You hold me Like something rare Something new And you kiss me The ground falls My heart calls And I realize That you are something rare And I see That for so long I've lied to myself Feeling there could be no one else That could understand When I can float I can realize That we actually have a future In your eyes And for once With my heart My mind can agree That you make me A...
  12. Water's one thing....

    Okay, so I have this thing about uncontrolled hieghts, I'll ride a plane, walk across a bridge, and stare at the street from the roof of a fifty story building; but don't you :mad:dare:mad: tell me to get on a roller coaster if it: banks more than 45 degrees in any direction drops steeeply more than five feet is named Superman does loops suspends me so that I can see the ground or doesn't have cars, To sum it up: I hate roller coasters. But you can get away with all of the above,...
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