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  1. Yesterday

    openly saying what is on my mind has never been easy. I used to keep journals when I was younger. But haven't had one since I was 13/14. So, this experience could get awkward lol. Yesterday I was working on rewriting Dark, since I received so much good, helpful feedback from people on here. Well, my best friend was at work, and started texting me because it was extremely slow and boring. (she is a bartender) So, I suggested I come just sit up there with her, I could bring my laptop,...
  2. What is that song!

    Ever have one of those days where you just cannot get a song out of your head? I have had this song stuck in my head all day. I literally could not hear any other part of it in my mind except for this: " Ever know when the time is right to take the reins. Down the road they're gonna find out anyway but it's too late Ya know leaches like pretending that they're everything they're not. I don't like it, I don't need, I don't want it. " Yeah, that is it, all I can hear, kudos to anyone who...
  3. Canning and food preserving

    I want to quickly put down some info, partly just to help me remember it and sort out some ideas. But it also might help people who are interested in getting started on this. How I started—originally I bought emergency food— a few cases of MREs and then a bunch of #10 cans of freeze-dried foods. It's pretty expensive, but this stuff will literally keep for a decade or longer. This was my only plan in the beginning, but then an idea hit me— I should look into stocking up on foods I already...
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  4. A Slow Start

    So this first entry is going to be a little warm-up. everyone always wantd to rush into things right? I've learned my lesson the hard way with that. so focused on the end-game then the actual journey itself. life is about getting to know things. I know as a child for me I had the feeling of constantly being rushed. everything needed to get done on someone elses time. racing against a clock that never stops. We live in a world that never stops. We never have the same moment Twice. even if its...
  5. What a Year!

    As 2022 comes to an end, most of us are reflecting back on the year and others mine as well be in 2023. getting those resolutions ready to be forgotten about by the second week of January if they're lucky to make it that long. I've tried that I don't know how many times and I never felt like I was actually changing. well until this year. The beginning of the year had all the magic; I thought 2022 was gonna be the year where everything just magically turned perfectly. Between trying to be a...
  6. Happy Ramadan <3

    Ramadan is a lunar month in the Islamic calender. Today is the first day of Ramadan, and today many Muslims start(ed) fasting! It's an exciting experience, to be honest. Ramadan is the month of fasting, when Muslims are expected to, at surface value, abstain from food, drink and conjugal relations from dawn to dusk - and spiritually, are expected to refrain from all areas of bad deeds especially, that maybe (I think) it can become a habit in future. :D Fasting is compulsory on the...
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  7. I don't have time.

    This blog is lengthy, but if you take the time to read it it might help you and it'll be appreciated. My grandfather passed away on Thursday, 16th December 2004. We were watching an Indian soap (well, actually we were eating and passing time by watching it) called Kasauti Zindagi Ki (Challenges of life) when at around 8:00 pm we received news from the hospital about our maternal grandfather having passed away. He had been in hospital for six days, I believe; and I had an exam the next...
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  8. Back to School

    This comes every year, but hey, I've been here for only two. :p I'm personally very ready, and I'm willing to study my way through, though I don't really know what my brain is going to do in the next year. It's really important for me, having being the last year which will decide my career, my lifeline literally depends on it. You can expect activity to go beyond zero from 2009, since I'll be on a long exile from the happy life of mine. However, for now, here's what happened to my goals....
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  9. It does happen

    So like, I have two sisters: Mishaal and Asma. I'm greatly fond of my second sister, and we're like fighting, playing and talking all day long. We're very similar - we often wear the same colored dress without knowing it too! So she left for a 2-day shopping spree in another city. I was like happy, since she takes up a lot of my time and keeps eating my head all day long, so I was chill and glad. I was least bothered, and I thought that missing someone only happens in movies and since I'm...
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  10. Utopia...for 3 months!

    Finally! Holidays. Yup. Holidays. It sounds so soothing to the ears. CAUSE IT FOR 3 MONTHS! 90 days of joy, bliss and self-improvement. We have all the time for learning stuff, having fun and most importantly - writing! I'm very busy ATM, since I'm cleaning my room and lounge which is quite a project! But once it's done I'll be at rest so I'm aiming to drive myself crazy cleaning it up. But here's a general overview of my plans for summer. - Enjoy internet - Watch...
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  11. Guilty of my birth right

    This is a pretty random realization, but I'm confessing it because it's closely related to the forums. I feel so guilty today. I don't know why. I log on to the site, see some stuff, and I feel like disabling my account. This is just unfair! Especially because I have no diagnosis of this problem. I can't relate to anything concerning this sudden eruption of hate and guilt. Then there's my real life. I always believed that my life is a unique one, stable, happy and satisfactory, in...
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  12. List of Misfortune

    My date sheet for exams has been announced. Here's the gist of it. It's going to be tough for me because: I'm not studying and the course is of the total we've studied in two whole years. Not good. Friday 16th May Mathematics Paper 1 A 2 hour paper, with sums not needing a calculator. Nothing much, IMO. I'll be studying Biology (all the course for 9th standard) along with Mathematics. Saturday 17th May Mathematics Paper 2 A 2.5 hour paper, with sums needing a calculator. I hate...
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  13. Devoid of Internal Peace

    I'll keep this blog short. Heh, ain't got no reason to make it long anyway! I'm getting bored, perhaps a little more than usual, because there's tension and distress backing it up. That would be actually exam anxiety :p. Moreover, some things round the forum have been stuffy. Good friends of mine have left, kinda makes me feel guilty cause I'm sitting around doing nothing. Nevertheless, the forum is quiet, painfully silent - I wonder why! I'm just waiting for my RPG to start, it should...
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  14. Underage drinking...no..marriage

    To start off, I'm not against early marriage. It's a convenient way to keep oneself fulfilled and continue their life too. But here, in the modern world; early marriages can be tricky. I would first clarify that early marriages aren't necessarily torture or barbaric, they're better than date rapes and having 8 sexual partners before marriage, IMO. Also, by early marriages I mean not forcible marriages. I'm a girl, and have deeply looked into feminism (I warn you, I am not the modern day...
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