Decaying Mind

By Madman · Jan 4, 2023 · 632 · 2
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  1. Sometimes it feels like my mind is slipping. Too many universes to keep track of. Or perhaps my psychosis sickness is making itself heard... not literally. I just feel so stupid at times. Like my mind is really decaying.

    I recently comissioned two artists for illustrations outside their expertise. It only occurred to me to search for the right artists after I had comissioned the first two. What the hell, mind? What the hell is going on? Years ago, I would not have made that mistake.

    I seem to keep making mistakes and errors of the mind. Forgetting things, missing to implement characters in my main book, forgetting how to spell or write properly, etc.

    But I still have hope, hope to someday reach an audience with my fictional writing. Hope that people will enjoy traveling to my worlds.
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  1. Louanne Learning
    Thanks for sharing. Hang on to your hope and the safety and security you feel when you are with your family. Are you journaling? It's a good way to work towards an understanding of what we're going through.
    Louanne Learning, Jan 4, 2023
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    1. Madman
      Thank you. I journal pretty randomly. I should perhaps do it more, especially when my mind is full.
      Madman, Jan 4, 2023
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  2. Louanne Learning
    Let it all pour out on the paper. And continue to read, especially anything that might lend understanding to your situation. Journal your reactions to what you read and all your thoughts.
    Louanne Learning, Jan 4, 2023
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