Been a while, Kid.

It was a normal day.
I was doing normal things and then I felt it.
I felt it slither into my gut like a snake and stretch its way into my throat.

It has been a while since I've known this feeling and felt its poison squeeze my heart. A familiar unwanted friend that waits in the shadows of my happiness and comes when the gray clouds above fill with rain.

How I despise this feeling and all it offers.

Begone devious spirit and make your home elsewhere, for this child suffers enough with the weight of her sins.