Blue Pill, Chill Pill, Kick ass Pill and.... Wooooooow, what's that?..

By Speedy · Feb 24, 2011 · ·
  1. Eh, just felt like write something down.

    Been just over 5 months since i saw a doctor and got put on some medications.

    Still have moments of being frustrated, but it's usually justified.

    No longer fight back. Instead i sit in silence and nod my head.

    I can't stand negativity anymore. It's so much more noticeable in people now that i have flushed it from my life.

    I sleep less

    Think less, except for things that motivate me.

    Thinking about in the near future of having a child. My partner keeps bringing it up now, and we both smile and think of the future.

    Have to save up for that engagement ring first. Bloody diamonds.

    Doing to handyman work with someone i never got along with. We get on great now and the cash in flowing in fast.

    Writing wise I'm doing pretty good too. Actually have a stand alone novel/story that I'm really feeling. And more importantly, writing.

    I also get alone with my mother and grand parents now. Have not raised my voice or broke anything in 5 months

    I also like myself now.

    I'm cool.

    Correction....Awesome.

Comments

  1. Lydia
    Yes, you are awesome!

    Also, you as a daddy would be really cool! But yes, first the ring. ;)

    If my boyfriend would go down on one knee, presenting me a plastic ring, I'd still be happy as can be, though. But that's just me. :p

    Keep being awesome.
  2. Torana
    Speedy, I am so happy that things are going this well for you. It is wonderful that your life has improved so much and you have a whole new outlook and planning for your future like this.

    The one thing I am most proud of, is the fact that, you like you. You have every reason to like you, you are a great person and top friend and it is great that you are finally seeing how much of a wonderful person you are. *hugs*
  3. Pallas
    Yeah, I actually feeling the good vibes when I read your post. Glad you have gathered your mind so to speak, much successes, speed :)
  4. becca
    I'm glad you are feeling better, and as Tor said, I'm also happy that you like you--I always did.

    Ah! A baby! ;) This is going to be a blast for you!

    *huggles*
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