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By GoldenGhost · May 3, 2012 · ·
  1. "The journey is the reward." -Chinese Proverb

    Life can be a struggle, if not a continuous one. There are tons of things that create conflict within our lives. Those problems stimulate whatever need we are trying to fulfill, or lack there of, at the time. They occupy our mind, and occasionally, do so excessively. Such is the stream of life, and the flux of an emotional current that exists, not only inside us, but outside as well, everywhere and in everything. There is a constant state of balance this universe and all its life tries so hard to achieve. Oh, how we fight it.

    What is a mood swing, if not something we created in order to feel better about being actionless when it comes to the ebb and flow of our emotions? Something to justify the days we wake up and tell ourselves, "I am in a bad mood," in order to serve as an excuse for our behavior and miserable existance? Happiness is somewhere out there, doing its thing, being what it is, simply being. Is it so hard to remind yourself of that fact, even if you have to borrow it out of thin air? There is no bad mood. Your mood is exactly how you want to feel. Yes, we are not perfect, and yes we forget this. Yes, our emotions do get the best of us, because we are human, lovely, imperfect, humans. That is why we must practice this discipline and hone our minds to become aware of this internal conflict, so on those days we wake up and feel bad, we can remind ourselves, to simply be happy. It is more than ok to smile when life is not grand. But, as I said already, life can be a struggle.

    Sometimes, we make it one without being conscious of it. It does not have to be so. Can life not be a beautiful struggle? Yet, we are constantly obstructing ourselves. Why? Surely, a debateable question, the answer being a well of complexitiy and depth one can drown in trying to understand. But that is just it. That route we take, the searching of that understanding, the path on the way to the answer, is the answer itself. Which route do you take? Some take the path less traveled, while others simply walk the one most frequented. It does not matter which one you take, as long as you choose. Have faith your choice will take you to the end, and most importantly, allow yourself a chance to smile along the way.

Comments

  1. kshoebee
    I want to thank you for visiting my blog and for the kind words you left behind. You are absolutely right, I know this, I need to release the fear and move forward. It's as not easy as it sounds, but with your gentle reminder I know it must be done. I love writing, I cannot let fear take that from me. I need to focus on that and let the rest drift into the background.

    Thanks again, GoldenGhost, I'm truly touched by your kindness and just wanted you to know, your words had an impact and for that I am grateful.
  2. Henri Le Rennet
    I sense a lot of Wayne Dyer sentiment in this post, and I LOVE it. I am greatly inspired by the 'Tao Te Ching,' , Lao Tzu, and any writing or author that focuses on living a fulfilled, passionate life. Thank you for your this. It's incredible that you feel this way. I've struggled to find more people like you. I suppose by letting go and focusing more on the things that I love I have attracted many great teachers.

    I have found that by allowing my thoughts and life be soft, calm, and low like water, things that were at once and for a time a challenge became no less of a challenge, but more of a beautiful struggle. The simple awareness of my thoughts and feelings became profound realizations rather than discounted oddities. I wouldn't dare pretend to fully understand the many teachings I've embraced, but I feel like I'm definitely on the right track.

    It's a bit of a funny story, especially now that I really think deeply into it. Recently, I had an intense struggle with discerning what I wanted to do with myself. Throughout my life, I had always been an athlete with true potential to play baseball and football at high levels. It was a no-brainer to everyone else; I was to simply hop on and enjoy my ascension to D-1 athletics and professional sports. However, something just didn't feel right. Sports are great, and the feeling of significance playing D-1 sports in front of huge crowds is insane, but it's just not what I wanted. Even though I was being pulled away from the athletic scene, I met fierce opposition from scores of people who felt I was 'stupid to throw away my talent' and 'selfish for wanting to leave the team.' According to them, baseball & football is all I had.

    Finally, after doing some true soul-searching inspired by the Tao, I decided to cut my losses and become exactly what I felt called to be. I started to write. I joined this forum and have been writing continuously for quite some time now. And I gotta say, it's been the most incredible, liberating experience I've felt to date. I am young, but there was a profound shift in my life. It's incredible and awesome and everything imaginary; the best part is it's reality.

    I became increasingly aware of the temporary body I occupy now. My realizations forced me to confront my mortality and face what truly matters while I live here on this beautiful landscape. Why wait to fulfill my dreams? Why shy away from what I love out of fear for what others will think? I decided that I had to pursue my passion for writing in order to feel free; which leads me here, writing this post, on this Monday afternoon, to you, on this outstanding forum, improving my writing, sharing my recent journey. It's funny how things work out, huh?
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