hopelessromantic blog 1

its terrible wanting something you cannot have



especially when that something is another person



you want them and you know that what you have with them now



is all it is likely to ever be



you talk to him at least every few days



but usually every day you talk a bit



and it kills you to talk to him and feel so close



and yet know that he doesnt feel that



he doesnt know that every time he says he is lonely



that pause on your end is you silently crying



he doesnt know that when you sigh and say you wish you had someone to hold



and he sighs and say "me too" and it breaks your heart



you talk about what frustrates you



and he agrees and goes on about how the same things bother him



you talk about what you want in a relationship and silently think



how he is even more in most ways then you asked for



and he talks about what he wants



and you just listen and silently tears roll down your cheeks



as you wish that he would give you the chance to try and be what he wants