I don't know much ....

By cydney · Oct 8, 2016 · 1.7K · 75
  1. but I do know that a strong drink on a Saturday afternoon helps me face a few fears and numbs me to the pain.

    I admit, I want everything to be perfect, like a fairytale. But, the fairytale died when the summer and the snow queen arrived.

    Summer was young, energetic, full of sex and adorable. The Snow Queen was on her way out, jealous, and powerful, sucking the life out of all of us.

    I wanted to end with all my lovers by my bedside, telling me how they always thought I was beautiful, no matter how old and feeble I became.

    But do you know what happened? I rose up, out of disaster and loss, and I became stronger and more lively and happier and full of real life - more than I ever imagined!

    I wish the very best for you too! Enjoy real living, while you can. It's worth the fight!

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  1. cydney
    Do I fit in anywhere? Is there room?

    I don't have the desire, the dexterity, or the will for TWO other personalities. Sheesh!

    Please don't speak to me through some others thread that I truly hate. Good grief. Have a little heart.

    F*ck you, sir. :)
    cydney, Oct 8, 2016
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  2. cydney
    thanks @Malisky

    @matwoolf funny you would insult me on another thread & come here to my blog & say you 'like' something. I'd be pleased if you'd just leave me alone - I don't need any of your humiliation. You stay in your corner, I'll stay in mine. I've received no warnings of any kind. Until I do, I'll be fine. I do not consider you a friend. :(
    cydney, Oct 8, 2016
  3. cydney
    cydney, Oct 9, 2016
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  4. cydney
    Just so happens I have something to say. :) (not to you @Cave Troll )

    My problems are not your problems

    Look, I don't care what's going on with you.
    You got yourself into this mess.
    You get yourself out.
    You obviously don't need me much.
    And if so, I sure as hell don't need you.
    Get off your friggin high horse.
    You ain't all that, buddy. :)
    cydney, Oct 9, 2016
  5. cydney
    cydney, Oct 9, 2016
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  6. Cave Troll
    It's ok. :) No worries. :p
    Cave Troll, Oct 9, 2016
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    cydney, Oct 9, 2016
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  8. PapaSmurfberry
    Stay cool and don't stress the hates, God knows there are plenty of them :p
    PapaSmurfberry, Oct 10, 2016
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  9. cydney
    Puleeze! I have to take out my stress somewhere!

    But I appreciate the look & the thought. My audience is small enough as it is!! :)
    cydney, Oct 10, 2016
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    cydney, Oct 10, 2016
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  11. cydney
    Just checkin' here. I was trying to post from work on my phone & it was a mess. But I think I've done all I need to do here.

    I have today off & I need to decide on something healthy to do for a change! :) Instead of drink & play on the internet. Do you think I'll have the will? NEVER! :)
    cydney, Oct 10, 2016
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  12. cydney
    Thanks @PapaSmurfberry . I gave in. I GAVE IN. Dammit. ;) Go ahead, smack me upside the head, daddy-o. :blowkiss:
    cydney, Oct 10, 2016
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  13. cydney
    Hate

    I hate (it).
    I've said that a million times.
    If you love (it) you can have it.
    I've told you a million times.
    Please, dear sir, with all the kindness in my heart,
    I say, leave me the hell alone. :)
    cydney, Oct 10, 2016
  14. PapaSmurfberry
    Smack you? Hell I will join you lol I got an 18 pack of beer a pack of cigarettes and plain on writing but in truth .... lol
    PapaSmurfberry, Oct 11, 2016
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  15. PapaSmurfberry
    We all want to be Hemingway to drink, write, and live but in truth I can drink, write, or live and Hey made my choice lol
    PapaSmurfberry, Oct 11, 2016
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