I Hate Someone I shouldn't

I Hate Someone I shouldn't
I hate someone who I shouldn't really hate. I know he is good for the job, and he is always helping me out.
But I truly hate him.
I hate him because of my jealously, my jealously makes me hate him.
I shouldn't hate him for all that he has done for me, help me when he really didn't need to.
Its not like we know each other in reality.
But he went out of his way.
I hate him, but I don't hate him.
All I know is I shouldn't be angry at him.
I Hate Someone I should
I feel as if I should hate this someone, and I do to a certain point.
I really do hate this person.
Their ideals are to old for me.
They punish me with their old ideals.
And they always seem to busy for me, but not for everyone else.
I hate this person because they ignore me and its clear they have the thought that I am some bad kid.
That I am some kid who likes to tell people off and say rude things.
I feel I should hate this person and I do.