January 8th 2014

Once again, it seems the guild has little work for me.
A few meetings.
Banal all of it but it had to be done.
Any income I achieved was just as quickly squeezed out.

Good side, lover is finally back from questing.
Busy as ever but a home is now on the horizon for us.
Bad side, I seem to have lost my muse or my spark, so to say.
Without proper grounding, I find it hard to begin laying new ground for myself.

I find myself oft visiting others of my ilk.
My true friends long gone I choose to try and seem busy and important as I once was.
They thank me in words and I find a sense of life once more.
However, the effect is as ephemeral as their thanks.

I seem to have found a hobby in languages.
I forgot how much fun learning can be.
I rarely learn these days.
I know too much.

By years end, I hope to achieve some semblance of fluency.
Hopefully, by then, I'll also find my muse.